To The Girl I Like Now But Will Soon Love

I never really believed anything

Since people thought I was nothing

Well, I still am inside my head

But my heart refuses what had been said

No one bothered to look at me

They treated me like a trash in the sea

It never really mattered to me before

Since I like hanging out by the shore

I never expected for some change to come

But then you came and I was like, damn

For the umpteenth time, I became defenseless

Somehow, this time, I could never care less

You are not just some random girl

Other girls may be diamonds but I prefer pearls

You're everything I've ever hoped for in someone
That scares me because I may not be the one

REALIZATIONS 101

It is an undeniable fact that some people like to meddle with other people's lives. They just can't help but intervene with certain happenings that absolutely do not involve them. Nevertheless, we must not lose faith in humanity because good people still exist. Somewhere out there is a good person trying to help a fellow out. I guess life still isn't so bad after all.

It's Nothing Serious

It's just a laughing matter 

until someone buries a bullet inside his head. 

It's just a role play 

until someone no longer pretends to play dead. 

It's just a nightmare 

until someone experiences deja vu. 

It's just a normal illness 

until someone notices that scars aren't caused by flu. 

It's just an act of selfishness 

until someone finds out that the act was forced and imposed. 

It's just a story 

until someone's casket is closed.

The One That Got Away

You don't see it.
You don't see how wonderful you are.
You don't see how worth it you are.
You don't see how much you matter to me.
You don't see how your existence enlightens my dark world and my troubled soul.
You don't see how you've saved me from my depression.
No more cuts.
No more blood.
No more voices in my head saying that I should end my life.
You're it.
You saved me.
You're my angel.
You're everything
I don't deserve but I'm so selfish that I never wanna let you go. You don't see it, do you?
That I'm madly in awe of you?
I'm worthless until you came along and made me realize my purpose. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere.